So, I'm writing my birth plan (preferences) and I start typing the "what to do in an emergency" bit. I finished it off, read it back... and started thinking. Does anyone else include "what to do if the baby dies"? Sigh... One more thing to make me feel so estranged from the normal people of the world. I wouldn't have dreamt of including that last time. The worst thing I thought that might happen during labour was needing a caesarean. The thought of losing Cookie terrifies me daily. Even when there's a simple reason for him/her to not kick, I can't help but panic slightly when I haven't felt anything for a while. Have I killed another baby? I don't tell Scott when I'm scared like that. He panics more than I do, and we just work each other up. I don't want to worry him.